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Original: 5/3/2006 1:06 AM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

 

Messy people huh?

How messy was it when you left me alone at your house to go get/give a blow job at like 1:30am in the morning with your ex? I bet it was real messy beings as though you were in a car and all. To think you didnt even come back in to tell me that you were leaving, you just left.

Then dealing with the same situation you lied to your ex about who's car was in the drive way and asked me to remove a picture from myspace to cover yourself up incase he might see it.

How about when you were giving me hope by telling me not to give up, then turn around and tell me that your saying "I love you" to your ex and meaning it? How messy is that. How'd you think I felt. Obviously you didnt know.

Oh yea lets see. I found out through someone else that you were thinking about just having a fuck buddy. Wait a second though, you were still talking to me? What the hell was that about. Then when I asked you about it you gave me some half assed line about "Oh well I said that, but I dont really know" Bullshit.

Hmmm, then you went off for a week and I didnt hear from you. Others did, but not me. Then when you come back I see (this is only parts of the comments)

"I did like sleepin the day away with you!!!"

and

"getting all freaky in the back seat, crazy kids."

on your site. Then the next day you just want to be my friend? Very strange. Of course you'd never admit to anything happening, but from what I've heard I dont need to ask you because I have everything I need right there, and elsewhere. Where? None of your concern. Doesnt take a rocket scientist to analyze what those comments alone state.

Finally you say you told me how you felt in the beginning. Yes you did...ONE TIME! One fuckin time and then every time after that you strung me along for nearly 2 months saying "Dont give up something might happen" When you knew full and well nothing was gonna happen.

Oh yea and let me remind you of something you said:

"You have treated me better than anyone else ever has, including ----" At least I'm not gonna bring his name into this.

If that was the case, then why did I get treated like I just said up there? I dont know, and really, dont care anymore. I dont care, because I dont think you ever cared to begin with and it showed a lot.

What about the Easter present I got you that you rejected? All those times you got pissed off and wouldnt talk to me? Then when something would bother me I'd HAVE to talk to you or you'd get angry. How messy was that Zach?

You wanna talk about me being messy and about telling your side of the story. I shoulda dropped your ass by the first paragraph of this blog. I'm not the only one who agrees with that by the way. So really your side of the story means about as much to me as the shit that comes outta my ass.

*Edit*:

So I feel the need to add to this since my little blog brought out some more information. Zach keeps claiming that I just keep on sinking lower. Well it doesnt really matter how low I sink for exposing him for what he really is, I'll never reach the depth he's gotten!

Well everyone I got an answer on what happened while he was gone for a week. Yes sex was had *gasp* oh, well no huge surprise. Then I was accused of not asking about what happened while he was gone that week! How dare I not ask if Zach fooled around when he was gone! OH WAIT yea the promise that was made about not doing anything sexual with anyone else while we were trying to work on things was broken! Also the promise that Zach would tell me if something happened or if his feelings changed was broken! *gasp* Wait, why am I gasping, this coming from the person that did all that shit up there? It's a promise broken. Chalk that up with the other asshole things that were done.

Then he has the audassidy to say that things would have gone further with the guy he had sex with, because Zach and I hadnt had sex yet. You know in most other peoples book waiting to have sex is a good thing, but for someone like Zach who claims to want to take it slow I guess sex is a exception to the take it slow rule. Oh well to each his own.

I let him post up his blog comments so everyone could see just what kind of person he is. He's happy about the way that he treated me everyone! The best thing is that I dont give a shit cause I'm still smiling. Any hurt that was there before has been overtaken by anger and replaced by strength.

Keep on doin what your doin sweetie. Truck along with your lies and decietfulness and we'll just see how far it gets you. Though I wont say that I hope your unhappy. I wouldnt wish that one anyone, but at this point there isnt a whole lot of hope left for you anyway, and I'm not talkin about with me.

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i hate messy relationships. i try to create a lot of space right away so that the drama can die, and then the next time i see the ex-SO (hopefully a couple years later) i will be able to see the things i liked about them in the first place and we can be friends instead of seeing all the stupid shit they did that made us enemies.

this one sounds well beyond repair, brother, and that negative shit is tied to your ankles. cut the cords, find the surface, let that shit go.

take it easy.

Posted 5/4/2006 11:59 AM by TheCrimsonNinja - reply

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oh dating.......drama........FUN!
Posted 5/8/2006 7:17 AM by sean808080 Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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sounds like you are having drama...always drama..keep your head up sweetie
Posted 5/9/2006 6:08 PM by sunggles - reply


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